Sticking with original brief which was to keep closely within the existing workloads and content areas of collaborators, the first draft is below. This doesn’t include case studies, issues which have been discussed and will be added once overall structure makes sense, Water Sanitation Draft Outline pdf version
A typical Yorkshire weekend in the last few years. Hours of pre-event twitter and some FB/blog activity. Cheap train tickets (you walk the first mile to Leeds along the platform at Kings Cross just to reach your carriage). Smiles of friends & catching up at the other end whilst instantly jumping into pre event campaign arrangements from different areas of region or further afield. ‘Exciting’ phone discussions from supermarkets about vegan friendly foods or the council / police re final checks and locations or attendees ringing constantly – I’m coming, not coming, have you got space for…., where are we meeting (occasionally from within our own organising group too). More tweeting. Fri evening planning about timings and what else can go wrong. More tweeting. Saturday morning arrives and we all swing into action. This weekend was a conference. Helped with some tech & general handyperson – I forgot to take up some equipment due to pre-house move organising & some minor gremlins but overall everything ok and good support on site. We got about 70 extra attendees which was nearly half again but enough to go around and any remainder goes to the Crypt. Amazing campaigners doing amazing work in freezing temperatures sometimes, week in, week out because they really, really care about health and wellbeing of their family, friends, local community – unlike the soulless outputs of the career climbing in search of endless power and wealth. Leeds air was crisp and clear as we finished Saturday post-event collapse at pub or restaurant and plans to change the world. More tweeting & fb. Sunday if time & weather are aligned – head off into the Dales. Today we were all more exhausted than usual so went to Kirkstall abbey museum instead. And back to the next cycle of train journeys… Will no longer be contributing to one twitter account for several months at least from end of this weekend onwards in agreement with others affected (unless there is emergency). Will close personal one soon and keep cancerpainres to once a week updates which is more than enough based on amount of research published by people in pain, cancer or other fields.
Inaugural lecture at Roehampton this evening:
If going to understand cultural politics, need to understand relationships to self hood through interaction with media.
Freud. In 1920 after death of daughter – formulated idea of compulsion to repeat – a wish to find a way of mastering difficulty – try to control but control not in our hands.
Prince. There’s joy in competition. Went to Prince exhibition – wore whote gloves to handle Prince’s guitar – invited to keep gloves as memento of physical contact with guitar.
Turn to media favourites to work through unconscious responses to world and politics.
Media saturated. Sense of identity bound up in this. Media meaningful because of coordinated activity. Large number of fragilities around – fear, anxiety, pain mostly on show. Use media as psychological to understand who we are and how relationships formed with other people.
Seeming banality – politics get mapped on e.g. Brexit and passport colour.
Donald Meltzer – injustice of social order – shown in Girlhood film, feminism. Idea of aesthetic – express political idea – relief from pain of growing up disenfranchised, shows how young women found solace, cinematography creates new possibilities for tones of skin. Girls sing but not heard in clip where dancing.
Entanglements with media objects – how do we use for consolation. Are we in therapeutic age – work of Donald Winnicott, Christopher (Bolis?).
Object is not inanimate – when we encounter a human,internalise a version, create & retain psychological profile. Certain objects – transitional – significant to us. Look for substitutes as we mature through life. Object meaningful when relate – make it part of ourselves or remove a painful experience. Object can tolerate being destroyed either in fantasies – is external. Shores up fractured sense of identity.
Holding seemingly impossible ideas in tandem through psychoanalysis. Mamma Mia example – 1 in 4 ppl bought DVD. Stage show & film directed by 3 women, story about 3 women. ABBA songs dealing with emotional life experience. This comes out when we encounter objects in unexpected places e.g. unexpectrd reminders – hearing ABBA songs at weddings etc
Mamma Mia also object of denigration and ridicule. Might have to put up with disparaging comments but can hold onto our joy of film. Sticking finger up.
Psychopolitics on the move.
In 2008 In Treatment ( originally Israeli). Only one storyline in US version changed. Pilot dropping bomb scene wad replaced as seen as difficult to transpose culturally to US. Decision to change storyline based on one in Iraq – fantasies of US identity, dominance, democracies of change, war and guilt. For viewers in other countries – what do fantasies mean based on our understanding of our role / geopolitical identity. Local versions in 16 other countries didn’t have US story.
Collapse of moral and social values. #metoo
TV drama provides objects which we can use to regulate our own lives. Fragment our own experiences whilst projecting onto these objects.
Psychological problems and celebrity – obsession with disclosure – highlighting difficulties and overcoming obstacles to emotional support.
Increase demand of on-demand viewing and binge watching. Addiction metaphors. Greed often present in dramas that people binge watch. Greed linked to contemporary experiences of emptiness & loneliness.
Relatedness now imagined in the ether – endless smartphone and social media – gives rise to activity such as binge watching. TV drama gives outlet from desperately seeking stuff to make us feel good. Looking for way out of anxieties thrown up by digital media.
Psychoanalysis been out of fashion but still has unique potential for understanding how we think about the world.
Finished ‘Lost and Found in Russia – encounters in a deep heartland’ and it was as expected – some really interesting stories e.g. Vissarion, Anastasia, mind control technologies and interesting that the noosphere got a look in. But a bit like Dimbleby’s Russia – seems to wallow in describimg problems based on a very Western perspective.
Re-reading Ustinov’s Russia as therapy – so full of life, spirit & adventure in a blend of non-fiction and fiction including drawings of Orthodox priests, imaginary encounters with Ivan the Terrible and Catherine the Great amongst others, mixed in with dashes of geopolitical thought:
“Mrs Thatcher once told me, with all the weight of her authority, that there was no public opinion in Russia. I remember my reply.: ‘I suppose, Prime Minister, that is why Russians have had two major revolutions this century, while the British have only had football riots and a few bitter strikes” 1
1. Ustinov P (1987), Ustinov in Russia, Summit Books, available at:https://www.worldcat.org/title/ustinov-in-russia/oclc/17294803
As part of plan to move away from London and back into the countryside, will soon be moving further into London for a few months 🙂
In a tinier version of my life in Oxford will be moving in with a friendly dog (I think 2 cats too) and some friendly humans but as it’s nearer central London everything smaller and more compact. We will all see how we get along and both sides used to this kind of arrangements.
It’s fine for relief cover for Mole Valley tkd but also opportunity to expand coaching and own training too.
No commute for a bit which is good. When first moved back into Surrey a couple of years ago I had forgotten the etiquette and on first day at Clapham Junction in rush hour – let a couple of people on the train ahead of me. A female voice from behind said “Oh for goodness sake get on”…it doesn’t take long to adapt 😉
With Master Worsfold slowly cutting back his martial arts commitments, a group of us met to plan a way forward. I will continue as a relief instructor but others are also going to complete coaching qualifications so there will be a wider pool of relief as well as local instructors. I will start preparing to move house, either nearer work for a while or back to Mole Valley.
Am continuing to explore possibilities for inclusive arts (together with Master Worsfold) and various other bits and pieces. Will be continuing staff sessions at work too.
Original plan to join a specific club and train for the nationals is not an option (nothing to do with me but not appropriate for this blog).
Will also continue to explore ITF & WTF combinations (Master Worsfold says not impossible but making a lot of work for myself), as with competition training, will see where I end up living and plan from there – even nearer work, it’s still possible to get to Mole Valley or nearby.
Breaking – Master Worsfold has told me to get cinder blocks, so will sort that soon too.